Critter’s Krib

well here it is, christmas day, just a bit past midnight. hell, i should be running around all excited about later this morning, when
i would see talon. but oh.. wait.. that’s right. that won’t happen. i agree that he should get to see his relatives in the uk, but i
don’t agree that it has to happen during the holidays. i think he should be with his family, and that, collectively, is mine and kate’s.
here, in the us.. not 4,000 + miles away.. i don’t get to see him for the full two weeks of christmas and new years, yet when i have him for
that time.. it is never a problem for kate to see him.. since i don’t fucking leave the country… fuck it. next year, i should just be
as selfish and go away for the full two weeks with him.
i had thought next year that we could all spend it together, but, honestly.. i don’t know why i even bother myself with
her feelings.